Its been awhile since I updated anything on here and that is because a lot has been going on in my life. One thing is that I am no writing another blog which is totally about weight loss and the journey I am on to become healthy. I have been on this journey for a few years, slowly changing my habits. If you want to join me on my other blog contact me and I will post a link here.
The other major event in my life is one that is very sad. My familiar Teddy crossed the rainbow bridge last month. I had him for 14 years and he was my child. Even now as I am writing this my heart has such a sadness that I cant even describe. I loved him more then any other cat I have ever know. This past 3 weeks since his passing I have been lost. I knew that this time would be hard for me but I never knew how hard it would be.
Last night I bought an urn for him since I did have him cremated. Since I don't know where I will be living one day I didn't want to just bury him anywhere. I have also decided that when it comes to me crossing over one day I want his remains to go with me. I know that this body is just a shell but it gives me great comfort to know that he will be beside me forever.
I have wanted to do a ceremony of some kind for him but just haven't had the time alone to do one. Hopefully in the next few weeks and can take a day off and spend some much needed time alone with just him.
I am hoping within the next week I can get back in the swing of things with this blog and with my life. Its been a hard journey this year but I know things can only get better for me. I have faith. I send much love and many blessings to all
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